This is the kind of post no pet parent wants to write. I’m completely gutted to share that my beloved Elsa, ninja extraordinaire, earned her angel wings and passed peacefully late Monday afternoon. To say I’m beyond grief stricken about this immense loss is an understatement.
Elsa possessed a fierce spirit and was one of the most loving, sweetest dogs I’ve ever known. She was somewhere between 11 and 13, but her actual date of birth was unknown. As a puppy mill mama, there were no records of her or any of the other Standards found when she and the other dogs were seized after the owner passed away. Each of those dogs all had genetic problems, and Elsa’s was epilepsy. But she never complained, took her daily meds willingly and was never a problem trying to draw blood. Her vet and his staff loved that she was always an easy patient to treat. When I adopted her, she was basically feral and it took a few years before she knew how to respond to a positive home environment where she could relax knowing it was safe, comfortable and loved. You can read about her adoption here. Thankfully Sam kindly took her under his paws and taught her how to be a dog instead of a shut down canine who I adopted. I’m convinced that Norman taught her to wag her tail. Suffice to say she had many quirks and did not give her affection easily but once she did, she was loyal through and through. Elsa was definitely a “still waters run deep’ kind of dog and I adored her with all my heart. I will miss her impishness and those loving nose nudges.
Because I am so overcome with grief, I will be temporarily stepping away from blogging and social media until my heart has had a chance to heal a bit. But first I want to thank you for all the kind, caring get well wishes over the past month. In lieu of cards or memorial gifts, I would ask, if you’re so inclined, that you make a small donation to our favorite rescue, RMOESR.org in her honor or your own favorite local shelter/rescue. We think rescue dogs rock!
It’s so hard recognizing her noticeable absence from the Ranch and continue to wait for her to raise her head from her bed and give me ‘that‘ look. The look that said I’m here and want something and can’t wait for you to figure out what it is. Despite being a total ninja, quiet and stealthy, her personality was large. While there are hundreds of favorite photos of this very special dog, these two captured her most perfectly. The first a professional photo; the second one taken a few years ago on a beautiful spring day in the neighborhood.
Rest in peace my sweet precious fur-angel and give my love to Sam and Norman for me. 💔
Live, love, bark! 🐾
I’m sorry I missed this post! 😢 Well, I’m doing my crying now. I’m feeling with you. I know how hard it is to have a beloved four-legged companion cross the rainbow bridge. But let’s think of all her friends she’s meeting there.
In memory of a beloved “Fellnase”, as we say in German,
Pit
Many thanks-appreciate your kind comment. It’s been a tough 5 months without her. She was my best buddy and daily muse. ❤️🩹
I am so sorry I missed this post. I knew it had to be here when I didn’t see her comments in the nature posts. I am sorry for your loss, an I will miss the way she called Wilson “House Pony.” That always made me smile. Thank you for giving her a good home.
Thank you, Dan. She was not only my special companion but also my daily muse. She is very much missed. 💔
I’m so very sorry for your loss, Monika. And I apologize for being late in expressing this, I was on vacation when you posted this, and just now realized I never expressed my condolences. My heart and thoughts are with you, and I hope you are hanging in there as best you can.
Thank you, Jan. Condolences are always appreciated whenever they are received. hope your vacay was rejuvenating and fun.
This is heartbreaking news Monika. Although grief is a personal journey but I do know the toll of such a loss as I just lost Olivia. You may feel numb or a disbelief initially as I did. As days passed the reality of my dear girl being gone has shadowed everything. Know that I am thinking of you with compassion & love.
The photos you have shared of Elsa are gorgeous. Elsa was a beautiful Warrior Ninja who will always be remembered with love.
Be gentle with yourself dear friend.
Always Olivia’s huMom
Many thanks, Jeanann. It’s been surreal adapting to her no longer being with Wilson and me. You never realize how much of an impact they have on your life until they’re gone. Sending you tender thoughts as you likewise adapt. Hugs and tail wags.
Oh, Monika…I am in tears since learning your beautiful Elsa earned her furangel wings…I left you a message, but I can’t recall where…perhaps FB…but I am so heartbroken for you. She was such a gorgeous, amazing girl, and an Epi-warrior to boot. I know dear Norman and Sam were eagerly waiting for her, and my Gibson and all of my FiveSibes have met her at the Rainbow Bridge. 🌈✨🐕🦺 Dear Elsa will always be in your heart, walking by your side and forever your muse…I will always remember her. 💜 She was so blessed to have you a hu-mom. I wish I had some magical words to help with the pain you are feeling…just know I’m here for you. I am sending you huge, teary hugs….I’d love to do a tribute to her on my FiveSibes page if I may..
Many thanks for your loving support-it is most appreciated. Elsa was my muse as well as my dearest companion and I know that anyone who has had a similar relationship understands my loss. We all have to go through the grief process-it’s different for everyone but the one thing I’ve learned from the losses of Sam and Norman is that grief is love with no place to go. Here’s hoping the love I had/have for Elsa finds a suitable home.
P.S. Your offer to do a tribute for Elsa on your FiveSibes page is most appreciated. Let me know if you need anything for your gracious and kind offer. 💜
I am so very sorry for your sad times. It is a hard time for sure. Take care.
Many thanks. Elsa wasn’t just my muse, she was a major part of my life. She is sorely missed.
Oooh Monika!! I am so very sorry 💔 There are no words. Wish I could give you a really big hug!!! 🩵🩵🩵 Thinking of you and Wilson!
Thanks Carolyn. My muse and sweet companion is gone; I’m totally devastated but appreciate your kind thoughts of comfort.
I understand, 😭
Love you, sweet friend!
I am so sorry about Elsa. I am not good at words but I know the heartbreak of losing a pet and know that you have had too many losses lately. You and Elsa will be on my mind and in my heart. Sending you wishes of peace as you walk this journey of grief. You aren’t alone… so many comments about Elsa, a beautiful girl. She was loved.
Thank you. Your words was just fine and I appreciate your gentle support.
You are undertaking the long through grief. While others may share that we all walk it alone. There are no right or wrong paths, no proper way to carry oneself, no set amount of time to complete it. Some steps will come easier than others. There will be rogue waves of grief that you won’t see coming, and knock you back days. But you will come through it. If you get lost let us know. We have been through it before and we might be able to help you find the way out.
You’re absolutely right. I still have triggers that affect my grief from Norman & Sam’s passing. I learned a while back that grief is just love that has no place to go. Thank you for your kind thoughts.
I was so sorry to hear the sad news about Elsa. I’ll miss reading the sweet and funny interactions between her and Wilson.
Many thanks for your kindness, Sue. She was an amazing muse and will be sorely missed.
I didn’t know Elsa well, just a few posts when I was at my lowest and received the cards from you. I really am so sorry for your loss and know how painful it is, as if your insides have been ripped from you. I send my love. Your photos and posts will keep your good memories with you.
Thank you so much for your kind message. Your message is such a comfort. Hope you’re doing better-you’re in our thoughts and prayers.