The best-laid plans of mice and men (and all too often dog moms) often go awry. Such was the case last week. I had a terrific post touting the progress Elsa was making both emotionally as well as with her epilepsy on the 3-month anniversary of her being seizure free (and coincidently her 4-month anniversary being at the Ranch). Then BAM! A seizure episode on the exact anniversary date. Phooey.
Not only is that seizure episode troubling in and of itself, it is complicated by the fact that Elsa’s brain gets completely reset in terms of her emotional progress toward learning how to be a dog. Gone, as in wiped out, back to square one. Think of a computer that has been rebooted without being backed-up. A dog that was adjusting and actually learning steps in how to be a dog…erased. She lost all cognition of the fact she was housebroken. Sudden movements made her skittish. She was fearful, reverting to her puppy mill behavior and the connection between her brain and her limbs wasn’t functioning all that well. She was reluctant to take treats from my hand again, clearly preferring them to be laid in her bowl or on the floor. I’d been through this before so I knew what to expect. What I hadn’t counted on it was it being worse than earlier recoveries because of other complications. Nor did I expect this to take such a toll on me which explains why there were no substantive posts last week.
While Elsa’s seizures were not nearly as severe this time, they still were cluster seizures which can be fatal if not treated. Only 2-3% of all dogs have epilepsy, so Elsa apparently is one of those extra special pups. We did all the right things when the ictal stage began, including application of ice packs so as to keep her temperature from rising, which can have dangerous consequences. Dehydration often occurs during this time upon overheating so when it appeared the seizures were not going to end soon without medical intervention, I gathered her up and took off for our vet’s office. When a dog is in full seizure mode, walking into their office where many dogs are waiting for their Monday morning appointment runs the risk of all sorts of complications. The other dogs sense something is amiss, which puts Elsa at risk. Trying to weigh her so as to determine the appropriate dosage of medication to stop the seizures is yet another challenge. Not to mention carrying a 51 lb. dog kicking erratically, with partial loss of consciousness and other dog seizure symptoms makes for an interesting entry. Add to that a wet slippery snowstorm that arrived at the same time and trying to get from a full parking lot at the bottom of a slight slope into a full waiting room without falling down added to my anxiety. 
While waiting for Elsa to move toward recovery, I lost a boatload of sleep, staying up until all hours of the night monitoring for seizures and bathroom breaks. The house is for basically hardwood and tile surfaces but there are numerous area rugs for comfort. Each of which have been shampooed multiple times. I think we’re back on the ‘I’m a good girl’ now road but I’ve noticed I’m also hyper-alert to any idle paws wandering around.
Ataxia is one of the biggest side effects we’ve encountered when going through each reset process, and Elsa’s mobility has been a little wonky while she recovers. She’s better now although the vet did a thorough exam of her hips which seem to have some issues. We’ll be monitoring them as we move forward. The biggest symptom in the post seizure reset period is the brain fogginess that seems to beseige my little Ninja. She often stares out into space and it takes a gentle prodding sometimes to gain her attention. But she’s doing better and that’s the bottom line.
Sleep well and rest, sweet Elsa. You have a brother who’s waiting to be annoyed.
Live, love, bark! <3
Poor, sweet girl. And poor Mom. I remember going through a similar situation with my mom’s last poodle. I’ve been a light sleeper ever since. Gentle hugs to all! 💞
Light sleeping and moms definitely go hand-in-hand I think! Thanks for the well wishes. We’re both doing better now. 😉
I’m so sorry to hear Elsa is going through a tough time again; and also how stressful it is for you. We will be thinking of you both and hoping she continues to improve. ♥
Thank you. We’re taking each day one at a time.
Awe so sorry she had to have a seizure again. I hope it’s a longer time between them or none at all would be really nice.
Yes, we’ve got our paws and fingers crossed!
How very sad for Elsa, especially as she’s taken a few steps backward. Exhausting for you all too. Here’s to calm being reclaimed and serious steps forward.
Thank you, appreciate the good wishes.
I’m so sorry that Elsa has epilepsy and so badly. It sounds like you’ve had a very tough time. I am new so I don’t know the whole history but I’ll look back in your archives. Our Shyla started having seizures last summer. They are odd ones without full loss of consciousness but the neurologist says that they are just a small step away from being full grand mals. It took a while but (cross your fingers) they seem to be coming under control with the proper dose of Keppra. Anyway, I know what a toll it takes on your sleep and anxiety, as well as on your Elsa’s well being. Sending lots of hugs and hopes that you go into another period of no seizures.
Thanks so much for the kind words and understanding. We’re keeping our fingers crossed there will be less intense and fewer episodes.
Elsa is such a beautiful girl! It pains us that she has had to suffer again! We know she is in very good hands with you though. We would like to believe that Elsa’s health will stabilize and she will get stronger despite these little “set-backs”. You are doing a wonderful job with her and we know she appreciates it enormously. Please try not to worry, we know that part can be difficult as well. Love to you both.
Sophie and the critters in the cottage xo
Thank you. I’m trying to educate myself so I’ll know any tips that might make a difference.
Elsa is so incredibly lucky to have you. Best wishes for her recovery.
Many thanks. We’re taking it one day at a time.
I am so very sorry to read this post. I know with your love and care she will be better soon. ♥
Thanks M. K. We sure hope so!
We are so sorry that Elsa has had a set back and we send our puggy prayers for her.
hugs
Mr Bailey, Hazel & Mabel
Many thanks! We’ll take ’em. 😇
Awww. So sorry to hear about this. I didn’t know about the seizure disorder either. It’s so sad that it resets her brain back to before she came to live with you. Wouldn’t it be nice if they erased her puppy mill years from her memory instead? Hang in there. Sounds like you are doing great, even if it is really tiring.
Thanks. Yes, erasing would be grand!
Sorry you have all had to go through so much stress. Hopefully things will work back to normal and the seizures will stay at bay. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Marty’s Mom
Thanks for the well wishes. We’ll take all we can get. 😍
Poor baby, we are sending healing POTP to Elsa…
Hugs!
Dory, Jakey, Arty & Bilbo
Thanks, we can use all the healing thoughts we can get.
I pray that all of you weather this setback as it seems you are doing, better than most – and WAAAAY better than Mom would. I decree that this was the last of the seizures – ever. Plus I will cross my paws and say some more prayers. Is the bland diet boiled chicken, rice, and pumpkin? That’s what Mom gave me when I had tummy trouble last week. It helped a lot! Feel better, sweetie. We’re all pulling for you.
Love and licks,
Cupcake
Thanks for the well wishes, Cupcake. Her bland diet is rice, pumpkin and bone broth with a probiotic. I’m a vegetarian so no chicken in the house 😉 but I’ll let the Epi-gods know you decreed no more seizures! ❤︎
Ahh this post saddens me….I also hope Elsa will be seizure free!! You may have had a post about this in the past, but what causes her seizures, anything particular or it just happens.
Thank you for the kind thoughts. Because she’s a puppy mill survivor, my best guess is most likely genetic. Brain injuries and illness can also cause seizures and stress can trigger them too (we’ve ruled out the former and try to keep the later as minimal as possible). Sadly, the current conventional thinking is it’s pretty much a mystery. We just keep hoping the time between episodes gets longer and she is able to enjoy life (finally).
I hope so too!! Thank you for the info on puppy mills.
Awww, we sure hope one day Elsa can be seizure free!
Your Pals,
Murphy & Stanley
Thanks. We hope so too!
my heart goes out to your pups and family.
how confusing it must have all been to Samson.
hope your getting some rest and i’m also giving you a pass on comfort food such as frosting during these tough times. chocolate has been Proven to help. so tell guilt to get lost. lol
sending a gentle hug to Elsa a nose smooch to Samson and hugs to you. hoping Elsa gets backs to her annoying self soon. she has definitely found the family that she was ment to be with.
Thanks for the kind words. I’m searching for a jar of Nutella right now. LOL 😉
Poor baby! Thank you for the update, and here’s hoping all gets well there soon and the annoyance can continue!
Thank you. We’re praying the annoying begins in earnest soon! 😉
We’ll do the same here for you!
Poor girl. She works so hard just to end up at the beginning again. I can’t even imagine what it’s like for you too. Sending all of you hugs and hope for healing 🙂
Thanks for the well wishes. We can use all the support and hugs ‘pawsible.’ 😉
She’s obviously being cared for so very well that is certain to accelerate her progress in due time. Prayers and best wishes!
Thank you for the kind wishes. I’m hoping her care at least shortens the recovery time. She deserves it!
It’s always very stressful on us when our babies have problems, and this is certainly a big one. Prayers for you both, and I will give you a pass on a bowl of frosting. 🙂
You of all people understand totally what’s in the back of a dog-mom’s mind. Hope Lucy is feeling better. Now where’s my jar of Nutella? LOL Your frosting comment made me laugh out loud. Even Sam wanted to know what tickled me so. 😍
Isn’t it great how the pups react when we laugh? It always makes me want to laugh more, just for them. 🙂 Lucy is showing signs of improvement, thanks.
Fantastic news, Amy. Give her an ear scratch from me. And you’d be proud, I didn’t hit the Nutella today. 🙂
I am trying to read and type with the front half of a 58 pound dog in my lap! Ear scratches delivered, and yes, you get a “good girl.”
What a difficult time for you all – hope Elsa is recovering well and you are able to catch up on well earned sleep!
Thanks. It’s a s.l.o.w. process but we’re trying to eat that elephant one bite at a time. 🙂
The best way to do it!
I guess you can take the dog outta the puppymill but you can’t take the puppymill outta the dog.
Kaci has been with us for over 4 years and is still scared like she was in the kill shelter. POTP for Elsa.
Some pups just never recover, others just yo-yo back and forth. *sigh* Thanks for the POTP well wishes.
Aw, thanks, Michael. I’m a firm believer in the notion that collective good wishes help the good Juju flow. Ears scratches for the girls and sincere thanks to you.;)
I’m so sorry to hear about Elsa’s problems recurring, but I’m glad to hear that she seems to be on the mend. For that, for a speedy and full recovery, I keep me fingers crossed.
Get well soon, Elsa,
Pit
Thank you, it’s a day to day thing and we just have to try the best we can with the day that’s given to us. 😉
So sorry to hear about Elsa’s setback. Poor baby. She’s certainly lucky to have found such a devoted mom. <3
I am very committed to helping provide a good life for this sweetheart of a dog. Let’s hope I can deliver on the promise .
100% Yes you can!
💗
Poor pup. She’s so lucky she’s with you. I don’t know how she survived the puppy mill. Hugs!
It makes you wonder about all those poor pups that aren’t getting the attention and love they need to thrive. Breaks my heart.
I’m so sorry for you and for Elsa…. and I hope for a magic potion a miracle or something what can help without side- or aftereffects… hugs to you and lots of POTP
Many thanks! We’re keeping our paws crossed luck and lots of clean living are on our side. 😉
It’s not easy, is it, taking a dog from that awful background: not just the problems faced by the dog, but the sheer exhaustion of looking after her when things go tits up.
But i bet you will always think it worth it.
Boy, you can say that again! We adore her and pray she has a good life even if there are setbacks. I’m sure life is significantly better than her first 4 years and that will be comfort for me.
crying… poor girl and poor mama who is worried.
The seizures are the real ninja
The thought they might return is sure keeping me on my toes.
We’re sending purrs and nose bumps to Elsa and hoping that she recovers quickly. We’re also sending “high paws” to you for being such a wonderful Mom.
Hemingway and Steinbeck
Thanks guys! We’re all trying to do our best for Ms. Elsa. We prefer our little Ninja not being sick.
Oh my! Tears welled up while reading this! Prayers for Elsa. As I child we had a poodle who was also prone to epileptic seizures; brought back memories and naturally as a kid, felt helpless (and frightened) as I watched. You’ve explained the process so well! Sleep well indeed Miss Elsa and wake rejuvenated to annoy brother and slather-on puppy kisses. How lucky you are to be in a loving home with kind and patient souls!
I had a number of cocker spaniels growing up as a kid who had seizures. It’s heartbreaking to see them in the middle and not being able to help rid them of the terrible Epi-warrior.
Sending continued prayers that Elsa is improving with each and every day. In some ways you must feel so helpless. So much progress and then to have that progress taken away by something out of your control, has to be heartbreaking and exasperating. Sending much love to all of you! ((((hugs))))
Many thanks, Dakota. We are trying to do the best we can to help this little kiddo enjoy life the way all dogs should. Safe, loved and well.
Poor, sweet little Ninja. These puppy farms have a lot to answer for. However, with you, dad and Sam, I don’t think she could be in a better place or be better looked after. And on the subject of being looked after, you need to get some rest and look after yourself or someone will be taking you to the peeps vet :o) We are thinking of you.
Benji and The WaWa
They sure do. I growl every time I think of them getting away with this brutality. Thanks for the kind thoughts. We need all the POTP we can get.
Wishing Elsa a speedy recovery, and wishing the rest of you some respite from the trauma of it all.
Many thanks Susan. We are all working hard at getting better and rested! 😉